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LilJellyBean0414
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Name: Katie
Birthday: 10/16/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: Let's see....first and foremost, praising the Lord.. I LOVE music (writing, playing, analyzing, whatever)... I play piano, guitar, french horn, mellophone, and I'm in school to become a band teacher. I'm def. a marching band dork (don't hate!) ;-) I like hanging with my family, NASHVILLE, working out, concerts, Copeland, Emery (all the emo stuff) *wow I just realized I'm rambling* and bunches of other stuff, so just ask.
Expertise: Music. It's the only thing I'm good at. That's why I'm gonna be a music teacher.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Education/Research
Message: message meEmail: email me
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AIM:  LilJellyBean0414
Member Since:
1/5/2004
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| wanna see the most precious thing in the entire world????
i'm so excited about going home. i'll be there by 4 tomorrow afternoon. it's so exciting. those girls are my life, and whether anyone else realizes it or not, they've saved my life more than once.
gosh, i can't wait to see my cousin mimi tomorrow. she's pretty much my favorite cousin EVER. and krystal (my oldest niece) is coming with her.
it'll be good to be arond my friends and family. i can't believe thanksgiving snuck up this soon.
and all my friends who i graduated with are gonna be home. pretty much amazing.
i know it's probably short and boring. but oh well, you'll live.
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| so in the past two days i've learned a lot about myself, about other people, about religion, about God.... it's been quite the learning experience.
i can't wait to go home.... to be around people who geniunely love me and care about me.... not to mention the turkey (yummmmmm.....)
this is really short (algebra calls *i better start paying attention in class again, i think i just failed a test....*, along with music theory) but i'll write more later tonight.
thank God for geniune, truthful, awesome people.
y'all rock my socks. | | |
| i love Jesus.
i haven't loved him (REALLY loved him) for a full year yet.
i was saved on February 27th of this year.
awww man, ran out of time.
i gotta go.
but believe me, i'll finish this later. | | |
| i found myself in need of affirmation today. i'm not even sure about what. the past, maybe. the present, sure. the future.... i don't know. have you ever had the feeling of just wanting to forget, wanting to let go of memories, memories that haunt and plague and eat away at you? keep in mind, today wasn't a horrible day in the slightest. except for the fact that it poured in my car. but other than that, it's been a nice day.
needless to say, i am so grateful for the friends i have, for the people who are in my life. every single one of them. the ones here, the ones back home. i had an awesome person lovingly remind me that our God is bigger than anything i could ever struggle with here on earth, and that i need to tell my problem that my God is bigger than it rather than vice versa.
however, there are still things that hurt. back from when i was little, from high school, from yesterday. grudges, disappointments, lies.... i'm working on them.
i'm trying to focus on what i have rather than what i don't.
walking to georgia's lobby this evening, i looked up at the sky, and saw nothing but stars. as lame as it sounds, it brought tears to my eyes.
i'm so grateful for a God that loves me enough to take my petty problems and take me into his arms and hold me while my heart cries out for something, anything, to tell me that i'm not completely lost.... for one that touches my heart and washes me and makes me whole, day after day.....
i wish i could read peoples' hearts sometimes.
not their minds, but their hearts.
it would be really helpful.
i wanna know that i'm not feeling, caring, hoping....
all for nothing.
ahh me....time for emo lyrics.
"if you find yourself here on my side of town,
i pray that you'd come to my door
and talk to me like you don't know what we ever fought about
cuz i don't remember anymore...
and he warms my heart,
and knows where all my imperfections are
he said i was the brightest little firefly in his jar...."
"i need you, like a dragonfly's wings need the wind
like an orphan needs a home once again
like heaven needs more to come in....
i need you here like you've always been...."
i'm tired.
goodnight and God bless. | | |
| so i how 'bout i feel like being random????
first off, i lost my keys. and i can't find them this time (oh yeah, it's happened before). i mean, i really can't find them. i looked everywhere. in the caf, in my horn locker, in my purse, in my room, in the quad.... they're nowhere to be found. so i guess i won't be changing after the inauguration tomorrow (btw - no offense to dan boone, and this whole 2 hour chapel has made so i have NO class tomorrow *unless you count pep band* but i'll be so glad when it's over. i mean, the band has to sit in a hole behind fake shrubberies and trees. and the devil in disguise will be there, right next to me. ugh)
in other news, i have the best boyfriend ever. like seriously. i mean, it's not like he did anything spectacular today. but that's the coolest part. he doesn't have to, and he still rocks my socks. and he smells delicious. that's always a plus.
how about i cried at the end of "bruce almighty" tonight???? i mean, seriously. you should watch it. like the whole last 30 minutes of that movie, i was a wreck. of course, i hid it from everyone (we were watching it in benson's lobby, and i didn't want to be the dork who cries at every sappy part *even though i definitely was....*), but i was all sniffles and tears. watch it, because i said so.
last update..... I GET TO GO TO THE EMERY SHOW!!!!!!! if you don't understand why i'm so excited, then you're missing out. emery is only the best band ever. besides everything else i listen to. i so get to see them live tomorrow night, at rcktwn. craig is coming with me, and lots of trevecca kids will be there. i'm definitely buying a hoodie or a t-shirt or something. emery is the stuff. i've got right to be excited (nevermind the fact that it was almost IMPOSSIBLE to find a sub for the musical. i was almost unable to go.... but i'm definitely going.) they're pretty much my favorite, besides coheed and goodnight cinema and copeland.... well, you ge the idea. they're one of my favorites. can you have more than one favorite?? cuz i mean, the idea of having a "favorite" is that you like it more than anything. but then i guess you have a different favorite with different moods.... ahh, enough rambling. you should definitely check out emery. i heart them.
needless to say, tomorrow is a big day. for lots of reasons.
so i think i'm going to go.
i'm so excited about tomorrow,
i can barely sleep.
SIKE.
i'm exhausted.
oh, and just to tell you again.....
i have the most awesome, amazing, terrific boyfriend ever.
that is all.
my random quote for the day:
"I didn't know there was two of them!!!! I just thought that I saw the same person a lot everyday!"
^me, being a pro at being the slowest person EVER.  ^ | | |
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